Spring "Break"

IT'S SPRING BREAK! Okay, normally I'd be super excited about that, but I'm kinda really not. Why? Well, because it's not really a break. And because it's the last one ever! I have so many things on my to-do list to get done that I can't even keep track. And even though I have gotten a significant amount of things accomplished, I feel like I have completed nothing in the grand scheme of things. Yes, there are still plenty of days left of the break. But, I just don't want to go back to school in that "omg I am overwhelmed every single minute of every single day" mode that I have been in since the beginning of the semester. If I can have things done, I'll feel much happier and save myself some of the stress.

On top of the stress of actual homework and such, I have the stress of figuring out my life. In 2 months from today, I'll be graduating from college. WHAT? I still need to apply to about a billion more jobs because I don't like the idea of putting all my eggs in one basket. And I'm a person that likes to have options. However, on top of my large volume of work, it's hard to find time to job-search so I guess I have to use this "break" for that, too. You know, job searching is really stressful when you don't have a clear path. Like, I don't want to be a doctor or a teacher so it's not like I can just be like oh yes, here's my exact next step. Which makes everything even more stressful. Look at how many times I have used the word stressed. Sigh. Not healthy. Welcome to my life. I can tell how stressed I am due to the fact that all I ever want to do is sleep.

So sleep is what I'll do. Then wake up and it's back to the to do list. There's more to my life sometimes, I swear...

Soviet Naval Strategies

No, this post has nothing to do with the naval strategies of the Soviets, but that's one of the books I am sitting by in the library. The library that I have been in for 8 hours as of one minute ago. I am burnt out. I am so tired. And goodness gracious, I need spring break so badly. I have been up since 6 am. And in about half an hour I'm going to go to bed and wake up early yet again because I have an 8 am meeting. And then not take a break all day because I have a midterm on Thursday. Isn't my last semester of college supposed to not be like this? Well, it's my own fault for double majoring. Hence, my spring break really isn't going to be much of a break. In fact, I have already formulated my spring break to do list.

In other news, well, I'm not sure I have any of that. Homework pretty much consumes my whole life. The bell in the library is about to go off, which means its time to go. Goodnight.