Spring "Break"

IT'S SPRING BREAK! Okay, normally I'd be super excited about that, but I'm kinda really not. Why? Well, because it's not really a break. And because it's the last one ever! I have so many things on my to-do list to get done that I can't even keep track. And even though I have gotten a significant amount of things accomplished, I feel like I have completed nothing in the grand scheme of things. Yes, there are still plenty of days left of the break. But, I just don't want to go back to school in that "omg I am overwhelmed every single minute of every single day" mode that I have been in since the beginning of the semester. If I can have things done, I'll feel much happier and save myself some of the stress.

On top of the stress of actual homework and such, I have the stress of figuring out my life. In 2 months from today, I'll be graduating from college. WHAT? I still need to apply to about a billion more jobs because I don't like the idea of putting all my eggs in one basket. And I'm a person that likes to have options. However, on top of my large volume of work, it's hard to find time to job-search so I guess I have to use this "break" for that, too. You know, job searching is really stressful when you don't have a clear path. Like, I don't want to be a doctor or a teacher so it's not like I can just be like oh yes, here's my exact next step. Which makes everything even more stressful. Look at how many times I have used the word stressed. Sigh. Not healthy. Welcome to my life. I can tell how stressed I am due to the fact that all I ever want to do is sleep.

So sleep is what I'll do. Then wake up and it's back to the to do list. There's more to my life sometimes, I swear...